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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-04 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Same here. We can make all the others last, but there's no sense in waiting when we need to be properly buzzed to deal with anything that just happened!!! Or you know. Not deal with it. That one sounds better.]

If you turn into a sad drunk now, I will leave, just to warn you~

[Not that he's expecting it; it's more of a joke than anything.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-04 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
Absolutely not! You couldn't pay me enough to deal with that!

[But he laughs once that's out there because this is so hilariously morbid. It's... sort of enjoyable, despite everything.]

Though... I suppose we do have plenty of time tonight. Maybe I'll allow you one regret. Just one! Good luck narrowing it down.

[...is this even teasing anymore??? this is a mess, is what it is.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-04 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
[He waves a hand at the first part as he sets about pouring their second glasses and he hands Raven his as the second part hits. It gets a sigh from him, but it's one that's more resigned and melancholy than annoyed.]

I truly do hate to admit it, but that might be one of my only regrets as well.

[...He's got more than that, but like hell if he's going to start thinking about them now.]

I imagine things wouldn't have gone very well no matter when we'd tried it. We had every reason to distrust one another, and no real reasons to talk in the first place. I don't think either of us could have suspected that we'd get along this well!

[Maybe things would have turned out very differently if they'd managed it anyway.

And it's fine, we definitely both failed this mission...]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-04 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Friends, hmm...

[He doesn't remember the last time he called anyone a friend. That's a lie, it was definitely ten years ago. Yeager doesn't make friends, he makes enemies, but...]

I suppose this place does have a way of bringing people together. Even in truly dreadful circumstances, people can work together. I think that's admirable.

[Casey would have appreciated that much, at least.]

I haven't truly hated it here, and part of that is because I've had the opportunity to drink with you~

[Admitting feelings is so difficult!! He's absolutely taking another sip to play that off like it didn't just make him want to die, don't worry about it.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-04 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
We really have.

[There's no point in pretending that it was fake, because it wasn't. At some point, it stopped being an act. He's not entirely sure when, but it doesn't really matter. They've had a shockingly good time here, up until now, at least.

But that doesn't mean that it has to end on a bad note - and frankly, it shouldn't. He can imagine how Raven's conversations with everyone else will go, and if he can leave Raven with one last good memory, then he's accomplished something.

...Of course, Raven comes for his entire life, and while it's tempting to roll with it and try to act like he's completely unbothered... Well, he's teased Raven more than enough throughout their stay here. Time to let Raven have a little revenge, as a treat.]


I don't know what would have given you that idea!

[..........yeah he is okay shut up.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-07 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[That gets him to laugh; the idea of Schwann having any friends is a bit far-fetched, though admittedly everything he knows about Schwann is second or third-hand at best.

Raven has a point though, as agitating as it is to acknowledge it. Hell, Regaey likely had more friends than Yeager, and he was just a means to an end. Maybe Raven's right, maybe the reason why he's been so adamant about keeping everyone at arm's length is because he's afraid.]


I'm starting to wonder if you're putting more thought into my actions than I ever have...

[It's light, but there's certainly some truth behind it. Yeager's been acting without thinking for ten damn years and he's not really sure he wants to analyze everything and see what he determines about it all.]

I really have enjoyed our time together. And...

[I really will miss you.]

I suppose I can try again. Maybe I have been missing out by being so difficult, hmm?
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-07 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[The first part gets a soft laugh from him, but for once he'll let that go without commenting. Neither of them have wanted to think for the past ten years, and while it's probably done more harm than good, at least they can acknowledge it now. Brave Vesperia really did help Rave that much, huh...? Maybe that's why Raven was with them on the Heracles, because he'd chosen that life instead of Schwann's. Or maybe he's reading too much into it, it's not like Yeager really understands what's going on with Schwann, after all.]

I'm sure everyone else will have questions for you or will want to make this a tearful farewell. I've never been particularly interested in those.

[The Don's funeral is the closest he's gotten in recent memory, and that was just sort of a mess all around.]

I think I understand enough, anyway.

[Alexei ordered Schwann to kill. That's all he needs to know, really. Maybe there was more to it and Schwann wanted to kill or even had a plan of his own, but... it doesn't matter now. What's done is done, and he doesn't want to focus on it right now.]

So I may as well make your last memories here at least somewhat enjoyable, ja?

[There likely is something after this, given that we've been receiving letters from the deceased, but that isn't something Yeager's willing to stop and think about right now. Maybe they aren't really dead, just trapped here in some form where the "living" can't see them. He can tell himself whatever he likes to make it easier to bear later. For now, he's going to refill his glass.]

...I will let you know, though. I can't say anything good will come of it, but I suppose things haven't gone as poorly as they could have, all things considered!

[Honestly, his stay here hasn't been all that bad. Nearly killed for being profiled for a crime he didn't commit aside, this is the worst it's gotten. He always knew it was a possibility that Alexei would order one of them to kill, and so he really should have seen this coming.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-11 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[He passes it over with a laugh; it's true, Raven's certainly in the easier position here. He gets to leave them behind and they have to deal with the fallout. It's frustrating to be the one left behind, but it's not like he's angry at Raven.]

You have far too much faith in me.

[Way more than most people do, really, which is sort of terrifying if he stops and thinks about it. Maybe he just really likes disappointing people, but more likely it's that he doesn't know how to handle anyone else's expectations and just does whatever the hell he wants because he can.

But Raven shifts the topic and Yeager's all too willing to let that go.]


Ooh, are you sure you want to give me that much freedom to ask? I'm sure you'll regret it~

[There are questions he wants to ask, but Raven doesn't remember enough to know the answers to them. They're certainly more on the gloomy side anyway, though...]

How about this, then? You can ask a question in return for every one I ask!

[...Is this a really backwards way of saying "yeah, there's probably a lot you have questions for me about and I'm fine sharing"? Yes. Shut up.]

Let's start with this, then... When did the Don catch onto you? There's no way he was blind to why you were there, ja?

[...yes he legitimately thinks this is a fun question???? dear god yeager.]
scythegun: (FAKE ⇝)

[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-12 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[That gets a laugh from him and Yeager shakes his head.]

That sounds just like him! I am a bit surprised he let you stay on and only gave you a debt of two months... but that's part of the reason he's so charming, you never know what to expect from that man!

[Ah, he really does miss the Don, huh...]

Did it? A shady name for a shady man, it's a bit simplistic but it suits you. He has good taste!

[Some part of him wonders if he should tell Raven the truth because it's not like Alexei's orders will matter in a day when Raven's dead, but... there isn't any need for that. It's easier - and better - for Raven not to have to deal with that right now.]

Your turn, then! What's your question for me?
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-12 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah, he can definitely see it. So Raven was a feisty youth back then, huh...?]

Oh dear, you really do want me to expose all my secrets~ Well, I suppose there's no harm in that one.

[It isn't as though it matters, ultimately. Raven already knows far too much about him anyway.]

I did, ja. I actually was a regular member for awhile until I got settled. The previous leader was getting on in his years but he was quite talented - I figured it didn't really matter what the outcome was.

[If he won, he'd be the new guild leader. If he died, then he wouldn't have anything left to worry about.]

I thought the rumors would be useful for my reputation - better than someone simply showing up one day from out of nowhere, ja?

And besides, it's done quite a bit for keeping everyone in line! I would allow any of them to challenge me if they wanted to, but they've all been remarkably well-behaved.

[...except Zagi, but we don't talk about Zagi!!]
scythegun: (LISTEN ⇝)

[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-12 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah. If anyone's going to understand that sentiment, it's Raven.

But since we've moved onto Zagi... He answers without hesitation, he doesn't even have to think about it!!]


Thirty-two. Maybe thirty-three if we count that time I wasn't having it and just left.

[zagi absolutely deserves this, but lbr yeager likewise deserves this.]

Make no mistake, he's one of the best assassins I've ever employed. But there's quite a difference between a challenge and a murder, ja? He never was able to get the jump on me either.

[...okay is it any wonder why gauche and droite decided they needed to be yeager's bodyguards after this shitshow, though...]
scythegun: (RELAXED ⇝ hahaha wow)

[personal profile] scythegun 2021-07-13 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
He's so delightfully stupid.

[Reasons Yeager keeps Zagi around: good at killing people, and also he's hilarious.

But he's content to move on as well and he does so with a laugh.]


Good to see you didn't try to get away with it~ Two questions, then!

[Hmm, what to ask, what to ask... He should stick to two questions that go together as well, oh!]

Have you been enjoying spending time with the plucky orphans? I'm guessing that the Don sent you along with them to keep an eye on the little princess, ja?

[Well, maybe it was the other way around, with Alexei sending Schwann after her. Or maybe it's both, who knows. But that first question is important too!!]