[Schwann doesn't have a proper heart, so he doesn't get the sensation of its increased beating when Alexei touches him in that way. But he does find himself letting out a breath that he didn't know he was holding in as Alexei pulls his hand away.
"This is strange." He internally reminds himself. This isn't even close to the first time in which he's gotten intimate with someone, and yet now that it's Alexei, it suddenly feels so weird and foreign. The fact that it's wrong for a subordinate to do this with their superior, the fact that he's engaging with a man, the fact that Alexei drug him back from the sweet release of death and he's never fully processed his trauma over that, the fact that he's realizing how much he wants this.]
As you wish.
[He closes the distance between the two of them and, as politely as he possibly can be while doing this, nudges Alexei up against the nearest wall. It takes a bit of further maneuvering with the height difference between the two of them, but he manages to reach Alexei's lips, pressing his own against them as he grips onto Alexei's shoulders.
Shame, Alexei could have saved himself a drink if this occurred just a few hours sooner.]
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"This is strange." He internally reminds himself. This isn't even close to the first time in which he's gotten intimate with someone, and yet now that it's Alexei, it suddenly feels so weird and foreign. The fact that it's wrong for a subordinate to do this with their superior, the fact that he's engaging with a man, the fact that Alexei drug him back from the sweet release of death and he's never fully processed his trauma over that, the fact that he's realizing how much he wants this.]
As you wish.
[He closes the distance between the two of them and, as politely as he possibly can be while doing this, nudges Alexei up against the nearest wall. It takes a bit of further maneuvering with the height difference between the two of them, but he manages to reach Alexei's lips, pressing his own against them as he grips onto Alexei's shoulders.
Shame, Alexei could have saved himself a drink if this occurred just a few hours sooner.]