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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-13 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[It gets a soft exhale that's nearly a laugh out of him. Yeah, that was pretty damn close. Dying would be preferable to letting anyone else see the damn thing, even if Raven was only slightly above that. Still, the fact he is bothered by it says... something. He's not really sure what it says at this point.

Raven's blastia is entirely different from his own, and subconsciously one of his hands comes up to his cravat before he catches himself and resettles. It would be easier to hide over his heart like that, but there's something about the silver plating and vastly different design that is equally ugly, and equally disturbing to see.]


Apparently. I suppose I am rather envious that yours can be hidden so easily!

[They're empty words, to fill the space, because he isn't sure what to do with this now that he's seen it. It's horrible. It's absolutely horrible that he isn't the only one and that he now knows what it looks like and that makes it all the more real.

But in some strangely morbid way it's... almost comforting, to know that someone else has some idea of what it's like. There are so many questions he could ask, so many things he could (should?) say, but in the end he falls silent, staring at Raven's blastia for a moment longer before shaking his head.]


I appreciate your... support at the trial, though I'm sure this isn't the way either of us would have wanted to... discuss this.

[He certainly never would have wanted to discuss it at all.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-13 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
It's not as though you owe me anything.

[And bluntly put, it's not as though his death here would be a problem. Raven doesn't remember everything that happened afterwards, and perhaps that's a mercy. This would be a very different conversation if Raven remembered the Don's death - and truthfully, that's all the reason Raven would need to want Yeager dead. It isn't something he's allowed himself to think about for any longer than his limited appearance in Dahngrest after the fact, and he really doesn't want to start now.

And that's not even addressing Alexei himself. Yeager is here because Hamelin finds it amusing, he's certain of that. Alexei has no need or use for him here and has mostly left him be; it would be more of a risk to stick his neck out for Yeager than to let him die. That much is obvious, and so the knowledge that Raven did all of this just because he could, is...

It's difficult, truthfully. He doesn't want to think about it.]


You don't need to apologize, anyway. It isn't as though I was willing to assist you when you were being suspected.

[He watched, certainly. And some part of him found it amusing that Raven was dealing with it, that he was being accused of a crime he obviously didn't commit. So perhaps he got what he deserved, although nearly being executed for such a thing is a little much.

Yeager sighs once that's out there absently reaching up to toy with his bangs.]


I do appreciate the good word you put in for me. It seemed like it convinced some of them, at least.

[Raven could have sold him out and gotten him killed in a heartbeat. Just mentioning that Leviathan's Claw is the guild of assassins would have been enough to seal his fate. But Raven twisted things just enough to be believable without seeming like he was desperate to cover for him. It was enough, which is frankly more than Yeager deserved.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-13 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Yet.]

Well, I don't intend to die just yet. So I suppose you're stuck with me for a little longer.

[Still, it's... something. All of this conversation is certainly something, and he's not sure if he appreciates it or detests it, because it's the closest he's gotten to ever actually acknowledging the things that happened a decade ago that didn't involve Casey. It's difficult, but that's more or less expected of this topic; he didn't think this conversation with Raven would be enjoyable for either of them.]

It's appreciated, though. But perhaps by next week you'll change your mind, hmm?

[In other words, he will continue being a dick and there is no stopping him. This is who he is now, and he's not doing a damn thing differently.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-14 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[The first part gets a short, sharp laugh out of him, but not exactly a denial. That's exactly the sort of thing he'd attempt to do under most circumstances.

As for the rest... It gets him to settle and glance away for a moment before he corrects it. Talking about this is... difficult, really. He hasn't ever sat down and tried to process all of it, he's simply kept himself moving so he didn't have to think about it.

But now, being faced with it like this...]


You do have a rather distinctive appearance. I wasn't certain initially... but truthfully, I didn't want to consider it.

[What it meant that Raven was there, in the guilds, or what it meant that there was someone else going through the same thing. Perhaps, in some way, he was terrified that it would end like this - where they'd have to actually address all of this.]

Much of my time has been spent gathering information, and somewhere along the way I became certain I was right. But even so, what good would it to do discuss it? It... happened, and we're entirely different people now.

[And maybe that would be true if all ties to that life had been completely discarded, but that isn't the case for either of them, is it?]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-14 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[The laugh that gets from him is soft, but there's a sharp, bitter edge to it.]

I understand, of course. Someone else who has experienced the same thing... It's a bit crazy to think about, truthfully. Not thinking about it has always been so much easier.

[He managed to go for so long until everything started catching up with him like this, but that likely isn't quite how Raven's been handling it.]

I'm not sure I really know what to say now that we actually have the time to talk about it.

[Even if he hadn't been actively avoiding it back home, they're both busy people, and their paths never crossed in meaningful ways. It's a little odd that they have to deal with it here and now, but perhaps in some morbid way that also makes it a bit easier.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-15 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Honestly, it's good Raven's leading this, and it's also good that Raven's in his room, because otherwise Yeager would have left by now. This is more than he ever wanted to address, after all. But it's... not as terrible as he'd thought it'd be. Raven also makes the decision to address it as they are now, without dwelling in the past, which is far easier for Yeager to handle.]

I've noticed the same thing. While I still can handle myself perfectly well even without Gauche and Droite's assistance, it's far easier on me to have them around just in case.

[In other words, they can handle the random encounters so he doesn't risk straining himself. Boss battles should be saved for important moments!!]

I will admit that I am lucky in that mine has never caused any other problems; if it had, I'm not entirely sure what I could have done about it.

[It's not like he's ever let anyone else see it, after all, and the idea of trying to explain it to anyone with the proper blastia knowledge to handle it is horrid, so he'd really rather not.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-15 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[you just cannot escape, seto.]

I can only imagine how dreadful that was.

[Though given how different their relationships are with Alexei, maybe it wasn't all that bad for Raven. Still, letting anyone look at the blastia for an extended period of time sends chills down Yeager's spine.

At that question, he pauses for a moment, briefly considering how to answer.]


Not at all. If I had a choice in it, I wouldn't have anything to do with him.

[He left the Empire all those years ago and never had any intention of returning.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-15 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
I... needed to get as far away as I could when I woke up. That's all it was.

[And in some ways, maybe that's still all it is. The further away he gets from it, the more drastically different his life becomes, then the less he has to think about it.]

But I can't say I regret that decision at all. I really do enjoy the guilds.

[It's easy to see where "Raven" became more than just a mask. The Don was an exceptional individual, and Raven's time with Brave Vesperia and friends has undoubtedly shaped him too, even in ways he likely didn't realize and may not be aware of even now.

The last part gets a brief pause from him again before he lifts his shoulders a bit.]


That's the best way to handle it. Regardless of what our... arrangement is like back in Terca Lumireis, things are very different here, ja?

[He doesn't care to protect Alexei, but making waves about this seems ill-advised. Right now they've got bigger things to worry about.]

I still don't know exactly what he's up to, and exactly what it is he's trying to accomplish.
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-15 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a brief moment of pause while he briefly considers telling Raven everything he remembers happening. It wouldn't explain Alexei's plans, but it would be satisfying... but that's just going to cause more problems than he really feels like dealing with right now. So fine, he'll continue to follow orders. For now.]

I must admit, I am curious about it... But ja, we can't exactly prioritize everything going on back home when we have this situation to deal with.

Though given how little there is to do here... maybe you'll have some success at getting him to talk at some point.
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week 3 | thursday evening

[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-17 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[So that sure was a meeting. Yeager had no intention of getting drunk again after last night, but then the meeting turned to talking about the deceased and speculating that they're sending us letters and he has never needed a drink more in his damn life. So he makes the journey out to the bar... and promptly pauses in the doorway when he finds Raven there.

It isn't exactly a surprise, he supposes. He'll approach, making no effort to be quiet about it and speak up.]


I would've thought you would be done drinking for a little while after last night!

[You doing okay, Raven...??]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-17 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[The first part gets a short laugh from him, but he shakes his head and moves toward the back.]

No, I thought I'd just come out here to take a look at the place~

[Obviously that's not it. It doesn't take him long to pick out a bottle and a glass, then he moves to join Raven. He doesn't open said bottle or start drinking yet, but that much makes it obvious.]

I figured a little more couldn't hurt after that meeting!

[Seems like Raven had a similar idea.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-17 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Not at all.

[He doesn't want to talk about it, because he doesn't want to think about it, but they're both here and it isn't likely anyone else will stop by the bar right now... so fine, why not. Yeager props his elbow on the table and then his chin on his hand.]

We don't have any real proof that what they're speculating is true, outside of Tenn's belief that it's Riku's writing. It could be faked. But they really do want to believe that that's what we're dealing with here.

[Maybe they find the notion of being able to communicate with the deceased comforting, but Yeager obviously doesn't. His usual smile's vanished, for once.]
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[personal profile] scythegun 2021-06-17 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[That gets a scoff from him, and he finally pours himself a glass.]

Agreed. It seems far more likely that this is something Hamelin or the fairies are doing to further agitate us. What could be more entertaining than giving us false hope before destroying it?

[But something about that doesn't quite add up either... He's probably going to need to try to pry more information out of Hamelin.]

It's baffling that they all immediately assumed that and saw nothing wrong with it or off about it in any way. It's also certainly not going to end well if they blindly trust those notes.

[Which would probably be entertaining and something he'd be encouraging were we not also discussing the possibility that people don't die when they're killed.]

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